~Tired~

date line getting near n near....ald near the corner...i reli hope i no need to face the leaving on mine..i'll be loeaving soon...on 2aug...hv a strong feeling that i wanna stay in malaysia...i wanna stay at home n don wanna go anyway...but i stil need to face the fact!!!i don know everything..i don know how when i reach there..i don know i'll need to share 1 house wit who..i don know ..i don know..i don know y thing will always change during the last minute.!no ppl can help me on that...i need to go after my own life..my own dream...i hope everything will goes smooth..i hope i can stand for 1 yr in other country...jz treat it as travel will be alrite i think..!don know what i think is bluffing myself o not...nvr...need to get use to the new environment oso.need to get new fren..but i reli scare~!

this few day nt reli in good mood..so many thing in my mind n always need to think n think..mayb i'm too much...life goes easy..i reli hope my dear linn can beside me~~but haiz....sure i'll try to get a job for her there~~no worry linn...i wanna help u out of this sadness country..so miss all my fren...linn...chris...linchee..y cant we always be together.??haha...work work work..after graduated all ppl oso need to work..!!

i hate ..i hate...i hate...i hate myself luving u..!!!stupid..reli stupid~anyways..thanks for this 2 week...u'll always b in my mind.!

Comments

[Foo]

Hey Meikee.. Take a deep breath and relax..

Life will be good once you get there.. its Hong Kong! Work hard, save money, get rich and come back a happier person than when you left :)

Still hoping to see you before you leave, but I have a feeling that will be quite difficult hehe..

Look at it as an adventure, a new experience, and blog about it here whenever you can so we can always be in touch..

my best wishes goes with you :)

*hugz